999 Z131

where are you / she
I’m home

it’s loud there / yeah
she

and when I dream
I see time
with a great belly

I get rain on me, too

and when I’m drinking
and I feel the stupidity
coming
with my age

I want to ride a horse
fuck a typewriter
and bury pretension
with a hand shovel
what is it, a spade?
and forget it