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I have an infection
from a chewed nail

the doctor said my mouth
was dirty

what a stupid joke

so I’m writing this with
a throbbing finger and not
enough drink in me

god I hate it

but I’m trying a clear head
and a hand not stained
with nicotine

god I hate it

spent three months in a bottle
drowning thoughts

sunlight and deep breaths

my doctor asked where
my mouth had been

what a stupid fucking joke