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swatted at wasps
sat on a lawn chair
was writing poetry
for a woman that don’t know
my childhood home
and wondered if it mattered
or if I wanted any secrets
other than my own
i don’t sleep
i made myself a cowboy
in my damn dreams
a cliche with denim
and rolled tobacco
when I’m awake
I put calluses on my fingers
and goddamn
I wished I played for her