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Her soft under belly
ripe and I’m already
-I’m all ready-
living through withdrawal
but she said it’s not real
but no I’m going for it
so she slaps my hands
and I relent
-oh I relent

Then I see her
not where I’m supposed to
and this wasn’t supposed
to be pathetic
what can you do

so I sit in front of my tv
not mine but now
or then it was mine
and when I’m bored of
hips and guns
I light a cigarette
exhale
think about her legs