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I wish I didn’t know but I made it my job.

It’s nice to say things I don’t mean. I don’t care about your wishes and desires. I make it known by my actions and pursuit. I can’t help but to think about the shake of your throat and the noise coming out. 

There was a time when I slept easily with a partner. I don’t know if I do anymore. Soon there won’t be a reason to talk or see her move in the dark. I think about it too much. I can’t help but to think about it. I move my feet like hers at night. We share that. And our eyes.