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that smile while
your backbone
peeks through your shirt
little mountains
void of rivers and firs
was what you wanted most
the feeling of your ribs
scratching against your mattress
I don’t blame you
baby
I let my bottom fall out
withdrew and named myself king of
moving on
it’s the same if you
squint
and forget who you are
well
tell me
what are you doing with your life
that crybaby savior’s gift
I see you’ve learned to
touch your toes
and your coworkers are impressed
my eyes roll to the floor
did I tell you
I must have told you
I’m starting an empire
from my bedroom
and my blinds are my first conquest
I have them
between my teeth and shake
until they break
and claim victory while
I bleed
watch the lights burn bright
I was supposed to kill my ego
bury it next to yours
but mine keeps waking up
asking for a coin in the cup
I oblige
why wouldn’t I
aren’t I a
no
no
you’re right
all my gold is dull
my silver full of nicks
and my room is bare
what is my conquest now
I can’t relate to anything
honey